Wednesday, January 30, 2008

27 makes me feel helpless and useless..

watever that means..

Those memories were sweet,

3:12 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Just when these white laces,
was about to be blown away,
it came back all so calm,
smotherin me..

hangin by that moment,
and not letting us sway,
I just hope that the wind,
doesn't blow you away..

2 days after 14
would mean i'll be walkin on water,

thinkin,

she finally called me by my name..

Those memories were sweet,

1:32 AM

Friday, January 25, 2008

i dont understand why u act so differently these few days..
maybe its jus me.. maybe its jus u..

but this matter, doesnt really matter to u..

well at least it seems like it..

maybe im thinkin too much..
maybe my paranoia has come back..

maybe its back to haunt me..

maybe this is the cause of it..

but then again who am i to u??

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

Those memories were sweet,

12:38 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008

friday's performance was shitty to me.. i think i had a high expectation for the gig.. too high i guess? expectations that there will be alot of people as in really in alot.. and our playin would be great.. but my tuning went haywire.. my bro's too.. damn~ nvm like din always say its like a free jammin. but still im not satisfied..

i specially like this pic taken by izzat

Those memories were sweet,

1:59 AM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

today was a scary experience...

I dreamt something very weird today~ i dreamt that i was goin home from school but instead of riding my bike, i was on my skateboard skating all the way back using the PIE expressway.. then suddenly on this bend i lost my balance and suddenly fell.. my skateboard flew to the river that was beside the expressway. very weird i know..

Then, i went to school to study for my papers with the classmates.. studied for a few hours.. not really hours la haha, u know me.. had to go back at 4 cuz i got band practice at 5.. i had to go home and fetch my brother. And so it was raining.. heavily. i had my raincoat on and all.. so i was headin home, singin to myself on the road.. i was singin secondhand serenade to myself. haha. i was on PIE expressway then.. then there was this bend near upper serangoon road's exit. so i was riding then, all of a sudden the car infront suddenly braked.. so i tried to stop, when i pulled my brake my bike suddenly went crazy then i lost balance and fell to the ground.

the first thing i did when i fell to the ground, i stand up and quickly ran to the side of the expressway. scared that the car behind me cannot stop in time. then everyone started to pull to a stop and came out of their car and asked if i need an ambulance. there was i think about 4 5 people. i was concentratin of divertin the pain on my both legs. but more on my right. i jus replied that im alright, only my hands and legs were very numb.. then i asked one of the guys, (the guy who was the driver of the car in front.) to help with lift up my bike and put to one side. so the guy asked me for my number and took down my plate number tellin me he scared that im gonna report to the police. i told him that it was not his fault anyway so dont worry. then the other lady, the driver of the car behind me was asked me "do u want to leave ur bike here and i send u home?" then my reply was "nvm nvm, i cant leave my bike here. then they said ok they go already.

then i realised i was all alone on an expressway, on the 1st lane on a rainy day. the 1st lane on the expressway is the one that doesnt have the road shoulder. so i was stuck there. i climbed the metal barrier and stayed in the middle of the carriageway, between the 2 metal barriers. i called khalid, mo, din and nan. asked them to help me cuz i was stucked there..

khalid sounded like "ohh where are u? ok ok im comin now.."
din sounded more like "ok ok where are u?"
nan sounded more or alike as din. "
mo sounded "huh? where u??? ok ok i comin i comin..!

ok nvm actually all sounded the same except for their tone.

While waitin for them, i stayed in the middle of the carriageway sittin down think wat could have happened if the car behind didnt stop.. i went to my bike, tried startin it.. but it couldnt start.. so i really had to wait for the guys. i was standin facin the road, my hands holdin the metal barrier, lookin out for them.. it was still rainin. then, a sudden loud bang.. i looked, and the first thing that i shouted was "hey are u ok?!" there was this adult male in his 40s fell off his bike on the same spot that i fell on.. he looked really scared.. when he fell he quickly ran to one side of the road too but he ran to the other side of the road.. someone came out of the car.. helped him carry his bike to MY side of the road.. so he couldnt go anywhere either..

im now stucked with 2 bikes. i asked him usin handsigns whether he's alright. he got a few scratches and his arm was a little bleedin. soon after, khalid reached.. then din, then mo and last was nan. this was very exciting, khalid managed to get to my side of the road by crossing the traffic on the expressway.. hahah.. i think the others was scared.. i mean if i were to do the same, i would be scared too.. so he tried startin my bike but it couldnt start. so khalid told mo nan and din on the phone asking them to stop the traffic so that i could cross and bring both bikes to the other side. mo pushed my bike and nan pushed the uncle's bike.. khalid and din holded the traffic.. hahaha. they holded all 4 lanes of the expressway.. very funny very excited MO SAID.. haahh i limped to the other side while the other 2 pushed the bikes.

i realised that the spoiler of my bike was broken and the alignment of my handlebar was alittle bended.

i think now, everyone's gonna be scared of goin to pillion me already haah..

but it wasnt my fault i mean, the old man said that maybe, there's oil there thats y 2 of us fell on the same spot. so ITS NOT MY FAULT!

i gotta thank khalid mo din and nan really alot.. if it wasnt for them, i would be stucked there..

really really thank u..

Those memories were sweet,

12:02 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

somehow, i feel so down when i woke up today..
i dont know y..
sigh..

Those memories were sweet,

1:40 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

The view of the little mountain

the smell of the green green grass

the sound of guitar being strummed

under the big rain tree

The pure white laces

being carried by the breeze

slowly falls to the ground

as the sun goes down to the horizon

Not knowin how precious it is

the time spent under the starless night

passes by quickly, not noticing

The moonlight shining down

shines and breaks their silhouette

glows the smiles in their faces

Feels like heaven on earth

These pure white laces..

grape flavoured ring candy for u mam?
:)

Those memories were sweet,

2:15 AM

i have tons and tons of assignment that ive yet to finish..
still im here all relaxed, bloggin..
not showin a single damn expression of worried..
i do feel a little worried..

not exactly a little..
a little more than jus a little..
got my itp post..
i got this lab company..

i dont know whether its easy or hard..
lets jus pray its not hard..

i feel useless when i talk like this..

ohh well~
who said life was easy.?

Those memories were sweet,

2:08 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008

My christmas blog song is gettin old..
i should be changin the song.. later..

anyway.. HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.!
this year's new year celebration was abit diff..
spent the day with syu and adele workin..
ok i wouldnt say workin i seriously didnt feel like i was workin..
got 50bucks.. thank god now im not broke anymore..
went back at 3.40 after talkin cock with them..

fuck i keep thinkin about school's exam and stuff.. guess i'll be repeatin some modules.. fuck im so old already i still need to retain.. im runnin out of time..

im half excited and half fucked for our 18th Jan gig cuz of fuckin school..

btw this is to SOME PEOPLE..
ITE IS NOT A DUMB DECISION OK?
thanks to motherfuckin mats and minahs
now everyone thinks ite's a dumb place..
for dumb people like me..
unlike u.. ure so clever wat.? haha..

sorry i have nothing against u actually.. i jus think its funny..
nvm thats another topic..

anyway fatin told me u read my post about the fuckin blowjob..
haha i think thats funny too..

btw this is the time of last year we've been smsin and chattin online regularly..
damn~ time flies.. its one year already..

Those memories were sweet,

2:11 AM