Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Its true man.. Wat im saying.. If u think again.. Music is wat that keeps us awake every single Fuckin day.. Its really amazing if u think about it.. Don't u think?? MUSIC IS LIFE.. Ask anyone.. OK not anyone.. Try askin musicians haha.. Well of course they'll say its thier everything.. haha.. It is to me too.. Everywhere i go, U'll see me with my mp3 player or jus my dicsman.. If u don see it, its probably in my pocket.. haha.. Except when im goin to work.. I simply jus don want me to get too hook to my mp3 player till it gives me a bad name at work.. Music is art.. Its very important..Its fuckin important.. Its more to me than skateboardin or jus anything that i love..

The Artists that inpired me the most..
EMINEM, MICHELLE BRANCH, M2M, LIFEHOUSE, FIREHOUSE, GUNS N ROSES, WESTLIFE, BRYAN ADAMS, BLINK 182, AVENGED SEVENFOLD, CAKE, CORRINNE MAY, THE CORRS, DANIEL POWTER, DANIEL BEDDINGFIELD, DIDO, DRAKE BELL, PHIL COLLINS, PETER PAN, PUG JELLY, P RAMLEE, RONAN KEATING, PEARL JAM, HILARY DUFF, KELLY CLARKSON, KASEY CHAMBERS, GREEN DAY, FALL OUT BOY, ELECTRICO, GOLDFINGER, MARIAH CAREY, YELLOWCARD, MATCHBOOK ROMANCE, MATCHBOX 20, MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK, NICKELBACK, RYAN CABRERA, SANTANA, SIMPLE PLAN, SPLENDER, TAKING BACK SUNDAY, SUM 41, TSUNAMI BOMB, THE USED, WEEZERZ, JESSICA SIMPSON, ROBBIE WILLIAMS, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, MUSE, MANDY MOORE, LINKIN PARK, 3 DOORS DOWN, THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS and many more which i can't remember.. I mean like the songs i heard and like when i was small.. For instants, 'I Live My Life For You' sang by FIREHOUSE.. That was when i was in primary 4 i think.. If im correct.. 'Last Kiss' by PEARL JAM.. Thats a great song man.. I simply LOVE that song.. Not jus the meanin is good, the song is so romantic and so hmmmmm.. EMO!! my fav kind of songs hehe.. I been hearin MUSIC since i was born.. I mean like i LOVE MUSIC since i was just a kid man.. Like one of Pammie's pic on msn "MUSIC IS MY BOYFRIEND.. Well, MUSIC IS MY GIRLFRIEND.. hahaha..

Sometimes i feel like my the hair on the back of my neck rise when i hear REALLY REALLY MEANINGFUL SONGS.. Like most of EMINEM's Songs.. And like NICKELBACK's 'Far Away..' hmmmm..

EMINEM is really really good at writing songs and he's lyrics are all rhyming and the beat is always so catchy hehe.. I JUS LOVE HIM.. actually his my no 1 idol.. He's a inspiration to me.. A motivation when waking up in the morning.. Sometimes when i have problems in the morning i'll hear his songs.. It never lets me down, cuz i know that there are more people who more worst situation than wat im actually in now.. Its cuz he really got alot of problems with his wife, Kim.. Also with his mother.. I WOULD like to be him.. He's really an inspiration.. If EMINEM were to come down to Singapore, I'll be standin in front of the whole crowd.. As in buy the most expensive tickets available.. If EMINEM would just come.. i wanted to buy this book at MPH if im not wrong.. Its all about HIM, HIM, HIM.. His BIO.. That would be COOLL..!! haha.. Songs like 'Mockingbird, When i'm gone, Cleaning up my closet' and many more have touch thousands of hearts all around the world.. Its truly amazing.. A truly lyrical genius.. EMINEM!!

Michelle Branch hmmmm.. She's a genius in music making.. She's my angle sent from above.. Too bad she's already taken who is now sh husband.. She now has a kid.. Hmmmm, She's not a virgin now but who cares.. Im really dreamin now.. haha.. Who would want someone like me.. An idiot.. haha.. Ok back to MICHELLE BRANCH.. She's very very talented as a singer, composer and also a guitarist.. She's also my idol.. Well her songs are all so meaningful, if u hear the lyrics it can make u cry.. It can to me.. Her lyrics are sweet tasting words all put together.. Don u think this kind of lyrics are all heaven sent "When you're all alone,and you need a light,someone to guide you through the night,just remember that I am here,to hold you close and dry your tears" and this "And just when you thought you were falling,but you know I'll always be right there" Lyrics from 'I'll always be right there..'

I used to hear M2M everynight to sleep with my dicsman when i was in Sec 1 to almost sec 4 i think.. If u ask me, i would say that every single song they wrote all sounds so sweet and nice.. I mean all their songs are damn nice.. I can never get enough of them.. In another way to say it, I'll never get tired of hearing their songs.. I totally like this particular phase 'So sad but true, for me there's only you.. ' Lyrics from 'The day you when away..' Sounds all so mushy.. hehe MY favourite.. haha.. I swore to myself that im gonna say that phase to the right one, the one im gonna married, grow old with, and die with.. Its a pity that both of them all broke up.. Now both of them are making their own music..

Songs like 'Sleeping child, 25 Minutes, Paint my love, That's why' from MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK always seems to amaze me in every single way since when i was just a small kid.. It goes way way back when i was in primary school.. All the songs are just so.. so sentimental haha..

Songs from '25 Minutes'
'After some time I've finally made up my mind,
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine,
I'm searching everywhere to find her again,
To tell her I love her,
And I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done'

And the chorus..
'Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is,
Twenty five minutes too late,
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are,
Twentyfive minutes too late'

Yellowcard.. Hmm.. truly is a great band.. Their songs are damn good..
Songs like 'Rough Draft, Only one, Gifts and curses, Empty apartment, Ocean avenue, View from heaven, Believe, One year six months, back home.. Their lyrics just keeps blowing u away man.. COOLL!!

Examples are from the song 'Believe'
'Wanna hold my wife when i get home,
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know,
How much i love to see them smile,
Wanna make a change right here right now,
Wanna live a life like you somehow,
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile'

And this from the song ' Gift and curses'
'I see your face with every punch I take,
And every bone I break, it's all for you,
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you'

Therefore I have to say.....

MUSIC IS EVERTHING TO ME!!

Anyone who agrees with me please tag my tagboard and type this.. MUSIC IS EVERTHING TO (ur name) haha..
I know i'll confirm get Jess's vote.. haha..

Those memories were sweet,

11:52 PM

It's been long since i last came down to Petal Garden to skate with the boys.. That day i just went down there.. It was on Friday.. I remembered i came because i was asked to.. I actually met the boys while goin to the mosque for my Friday Prayer.. They asked to come down at around 4 plus.. But i ended up coming down at about 5 plus.. haha..

The boys who already came..
Aizat
Izzat
Mannan
Qader
Zaini
Faiz
Derick
Mamat

We then skate for a few hours.. It was at first a bad day la.. Cuz its been long i haven skate and all my tricks and stunts all are gone.. Gone as in i cannot land the tricks.. Its probably about 5 to 6 months i never skate.. Its long man.. I was damn busy with my Escape Theme Park Job, John Little Job and all kinds of Jobs i have been thru in that 5 to 6 months haha.. Actually its just that 2 jobs only.. haha..

Anyway, I couldnt do any of the stunts i can normally do.. Abit frustrated la actually.. Actually VERY FRUSTRATED.. haha.. then when night came about 8 to 9 plus, we were sittin down at the side.. Zaini and Farid(gayboy) were sleepin.. We were talk about some stuff.. Then mannan and i was talkin about, hmmmmm.. Something i can't remember.. Then all of a sudden.. In a blink of an eye, I was Suddenly grabbed by a few guys.. Mannan was holdin my left arm.. and my left leg with him legs.. Aizat was holdin my right arm.. Faiz and Qader was holdin both my legs.. Jackson was using his hp flash light to make mannan's tapeing brighter.. He was using his hp too.. Then Izzat was helpin too but i can remember wat he was doin.. Ohh ya, my brother was there but he didnt even do anything to help man.. haha.. Aizat was pinchin my nipples haha.. Was damn funny and painful.. haha.. Then Jackson and mannan slowly open my pants and pull down my pants and boxers.. But they didnt pull down my boxer all the way.. Then they pull open.. Not pull down.. They pull open then they use the hp to record the birdie inside haha.. And Aizat was making this noise haha Very funny sia.. haha.. WOW!! That really woke me up haha.. Its was damn FUN!! I meant fun as in its funny sia.. haha.. And people was passin by was all seeing me lying on the ground and laughin while being raped.. haha..

I think i was being raped because i have not come down and skate with them for quiet sometime.. haha..

Those memories were sweet,

12:32 AM

Monday, February 20, 2006

The day i fell in love.. Why are u guys laughin at?? Its true la.. Im not lying.. Stop laughin man.. haha.. Seriously.. I met her at this guitar shop at Geylang the other day.. She's damn pretty.. And when i say damn pretty mean damn damn PRETTY!! And the best part is that when i see her, im melting in her eyes.. Nice feeling.. Beautiful feeling.. I love that feeling.. Wat a feeling it was to meet up with a beautiful girl like her man.. Aya, i just can't take it any more.. I just have to hold her in my arms.. hehe..
This is so called like a "Love at first sight" thingy.. And i do believe in that sort of thing..

So can u guys imagine wat she look like?? If anyone of u here know me quite well, i think u know wat sort of girl she is.. Yup, She a guitar.. hahahaha.. Fooled u guys haha.. Hey, hey guys wait.. She not just a guitar.. No ordinary guitar.. She's a god damn 12 string guitar.. WOW!! haha.. COOL ain't she.. She sounds awesomely nice sia.. She body is well painted and the fretboard is slim.. There's obviously 12 tuning machines, and its all golden in colour.. I can't remember how many frets she has but it seems like 21 (i think) Ok never mind bout that..I noticed that the strings and the fretboard is extremely close and thats a good thing, cuz i don like to play guitars that has its strings and fretboard far apart.. It cost $280.. The cost is actually reasonable to me.. I think i'll save my money from now onto buy her.. Till then i can hardly wait man haha..

Those memories were sweet,

2:22 AM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Hey!! its been very long since i last blog.. Been very busy with my job at John Little at Somerset.. Yes the one opposite Centrepoint..

Aya.. Ok, ok i tell the whole story how i got the job.. I wanna share the fun fillin days i had there with u guys.. Yes the ones readin..

I tried callin John Little Office to ask for a job there.. Ask for any vacancies there.. The person asked me what position am i applyin for.. I was damn blur that morning cuz i jus woke up.. I jus said applyin for sales assistant.. Actually i wanted to ask for storeman.. haha.. but nvm.. She said that she will call me when she needs people.. And she took my name and hp no.. a few days later.. i called again to ask her for storman.. She knows i called before.. Then she told me that she got 2 places for temp staff.. But only 5 days.. aya.. 5 days 5 days la.. can also.. at least i got job.. She told me to come Sunday.. So u guess it.. Saturday i work at Escape Theme Park.. Then Sunday i go there..

I was posted to Temp Strongman.. COOL name huh?? haha.. For a small guy like me?? haha.. anyway its jus a name.. Its easy job la actually.. being as one of the strong man, u jus carry things.. its like u hear wat u are told then jus do its.. Its as simple as it sounds.. haha.. And the pay is quiet good la.. 50$ per day.. So 5 x 50 = $___ haha.. yes $250.. at least better than wat Escape pays me.. Sorry guys.. haha..

Unfortunately today was my last day there.. I swear i didnt wanna go home sia.. Cuz i know i will definately miss my collagues there.. They're so fun and funny.. haha..

The People There

Mr Yip (my boss for that department)

Mr Muthu (my supervisor.. he's an irritatin one la, but as time passes by he seems better..) I like to call him Muthu kutu.. haha.. And muthu masai tebal (Muthu thick mustache) haha.. Seriously la.. He's mustache damn thick.. I think if a spider were to go in.. It definately cannot find its way out.. hahaha..

Daniel (but we call him 'Daniel Boy' haha i also don know y.. Alex came out with that name cuz we think it sounds cute.. ahha.. And it suits him well.. haha.. He's very friendly.. And one more thing, at first he didnt wanna believe that im a malay sia.. haha.. Crazy guy..

Abg Zaki (He's a full time there.. He's 20 plus la..)

Abg Hanafie (He's a full time.. He's 20 plus too..)

Ah Hok (I don know how to spell his name but i think its correct la.. hahaha.. Ohh ya, he mute.. He's really friendly.. He's a full time..)
___ (This one i don know the name.. haha.. He's also mute.. And he's funny guy la.. He's a full time..)

Alex (This guy very popular..Almost everyone at John Little knows him.. And i mean the whole buildin.. Faezah saw him before..)

Brandon (A friendly guy.. Always crazy about coffee.. Sound weird.. Yup he is weird.. haha)

Siah (He matured la.. He's quiet but also friendly..)

Randy (He's like a moron la.. haha.. Jus now i pasted a big sticker on his back that says "Fragile Handle With Care" haha.. He actually walk up and down John Little with the sticker on his back.. He didnt even know haha..)

Yusuf (He's Sha and Eunos's brother.. haha.. He's jus crazy.. and he like to have fun doin this.. Massagin people.. haha.. Everybody he massage even Muthu.. I think i know y.. He wants to carry Muthu's ball haha.. Kiddin.. Sha i know u'll definately read this.. So jus tell him hahah..)

Shahit (he's 16 or 17 i cant remember.. but i don usually talk to him cuz im not so close to him..

Fuad (people call him Jap.. don know y.. His nickname la.. Im not so close to him either..)

The Suppliers (Aya.. How to remember all the names sia.. so many haha..)

I'll miss them all.. But i'll denately come back for more.. haha.. So guys jus wait for me..

Those memories were sweet,

11:33 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

Haiz.. i just replied Jess's email.. I miss her la.. aya.. she was sayin about her family goin back to singapore and she was left alone.. and also the nickelback concert thing.. haha.. COOL nickelback coming here to Australia.. Singapore too.. WOW.. Jess said she wanna go.. As in, in Singapore..

And, work today was abit tiring la.. but i can tahan (can withstand) tiredness.. hah.. There were 3000 something paxs in Escape sia according to the Admission Crew.... haha.. WOW right?? Family day la.. And the worst part is that, Most of them are INDIANS.. Im not a fuckin rasist la.. but u guys should understand too.. They are a pain in the ASS.. They're irritating sia.. haha.. I was doin kite flyer jus now.. One of the groups who queued for the ride, cut the Fuckin queue.. And i really hate people who cuts the queue.. they didnt actually cut the queue la.. When it was their turn, i open the gate to let them in.. That time i haven close the back gate ( the way for the previous visitor to get out of the ride area).. One of them shouted in their language to the other 2 indians out of the line(who didnt fuckin queue up) to go in from the back door to play the ride.. thats obviously cuttin the line.. I told them its not fair to the others in line and i fucking said "CANNOT, u cannot do this.. NOT FAIR to the others.. And u know wat they do?? They jus walk away.. Fuckin bastards.. ARRRR!!! Then when i closed the back gate, a few moments later while i was checkin the safety bars, one of them who's safety bars are already lock said to me, "can u pls let one more in??" WTF?? i swear ar if i don care about my job and my reputation at work i would have shout in their face this " WTF?? U already let 2 go in and u're askin me for one more?? FUCK U LA".. haha.. Irritating biatch.. haha..

Then after some time, someone complained that someone's vomit flew to his hands.. haha.. EEEEEE haha.. fuckin gross.. and i realised that some of the vomit is on the ground.. I didnt see it at first cuz the ground was almost the same colour as the vomit haha.. they have this soft paddin on the ground(the ones u see on playground, YUP that one, the colourful ones).. I had to clean the vomit up.. Faezah was laughting at me cuz i have to do that dirty job.. haha.. but at least i can relax.. haha.. i reported to Imran(my supervisor).. The ride is on stand down.. i took my damn time to take the pail at Pirate ship, walk back to the toilet near the rainbow, fill the pail with water.. Bring the pail of water back to my station.. Wash away the Vomit with that water.. Faezah saw the whole thing and was laughin ahha.. Idiot.. hehe.. And some more the pail got this crack.. So u can imagine that i carrried the pail and the water was shooting out for the crack.. I came out from the toilet with a pail full with water and when i reach there, the water was 1/10 less.. Did that for like 3 times.. And finally i washed away the vomit.. ahha..

Those memories were sweet,

1:03 AM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

The other day.. I saw this girl while i was workin in Escape Theme Park.. I was doing Kite Flyer on that particular day.. Usual days, hot and sunny days.. I was kidda sweaty.. Cuz there's only one umbrella to keep me away from the sun.. But still i feel the heat of the sun.. Might as well don use the umbrella, right??
OK, while i was working this girl came with a guy.. She was probably a mixed blood.. Mixed with eurasian and maybe chinese blood.. i thought she look like Kimberly, a girl from my secondary school.. Thats way back.. The guys was probably a pure eurasian.. Yup thats my dream girl.. the one i have been lookin.. my dream girl for the outside la.. Cuz i don know her.. Its hard to find someone who has a pure heart, the kindness towards others, caring and fun fillin type of person.. even Dadly, and the guys from haunted thought she's pretty.. ahha..

Those memories were sweet,

1:25 AM