Wednesday, November 21, 2007

here i am singin 'without you' from mariah carey.. thinkin wat i've done in the past 20 years of my life.. thats right... NOTHING.. NOTHING GREAT.. and i kept thinkin wat good does my life make to mankind.. ok mankind is too big.. lets jus say to our country? ok still too big.. hmm, my friends and family? ok thats better.. yea so wat good does it make? and i figured its as good as not havin me around.. the only good i do is to waste ur rice..

thats y i need to buck up.. so much damage ive done in my life.. so many regrets..
so many things i wish i could take back.. which is obviously impossible.. theres only one thing left for me to do now.. and that is to start doin the changes.. good changes and stop bein a wussy..
ive done bein that for the past 20 yrs..

mo asked me y am i so nice to him about *stuff*.. i said im not bein nice to u alone.. and im not bein nice.. this is me deep down.. if u didnt know that, then u dont know me.. u've got me confused with someone else.. im jus doin wat i think is right.. and honestly, indirectly i think in this case, he has the right.. (this is a diff topic for another day)

and like wat had happened between the 2 adilahs.. there was a huge quarrell between 2 very big countries.. malaysia and china (speakin in a very chinese way).. i only did that not because i like u not because of i dont like steven.. its because i think thats the right thing to do..

anyway this is about me, so back to me..
maybe i shouldnt be so angry about things and how it works out for me.. and i shouldnt question why it has to be this way and not wat i want them to be.. if u know wat i mean.. nvm u'll get the point.. i jus wanna be a better son, a better friend a better student, a better everything..

for now i'd pray for a better me..
and try..

and this song is for the broken....

Those memories were sweet,

6:44 PM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Posted on Soft.com

Violinist needed!!

hey there dude,

We are a newly formed 2 piece acoustic band, lookin for a 3rd and last member who knows how to play violin. We think, to complete this band, we need to get a violin player so that the music we play will be more complete.. And also to add that special touch. Should be flexible with anything.. Hmm more importantly someone that truly has the passion for an acoustic music and of course music itself..

We've played in a couple of talentimes, for the passion itself. Our objective is to connect the audience with our music.. And we plan to play in alot more events in the near future..

We play genre that varies from pop/pop rock/alternatives
songs such as:-

Lifehouse - You and me, Blind, Take me away
Ryan Cabrera - True
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face down, Your guardian Angel
B4-4 - Endlessly
Augustana - Boston
Chris Daughtry - Crashed, Home, Its not over

Theres more but i cant think of it now, i forgot haha.

Any enquires pls contact us thru these..
Hisham (91174051)
Mo (93874574)

U can PM me here too if u guys want.
We havent got a myspace YET.. but we'll be workin on that soon..

Would love to hear from u guys soon! Till then, stay gay..

Those memories were sweet,

2:53 PM

Posted on Soft.com..

Lead guitarist needed!!

Hi, we are Shattered Skies
Our band is lookin for a lead guitarist.. preferred to be stayin in the east..We play punk rock/emo/alternative and stuffs that varies my chemical romance, fall out boy, head automatica, silverstein.. On top of that we do create our own originals.. and we mainly wanna concentrate on that..

Aside from that we are open to any kind of other genres too.

Any enquiries pls contact either one of us..

Mannan (91715905)
Din (96191067)
Hisham (91174051)

Our Myspace is http://www.myspace.com/shatteredskies06

Thank u.. HOPE TO HEAR FROM U GUYS SOON!!

PLS SPREAD THE WORD.. thanz

Those memories were sweet,

2:15 PM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Im not gonna be a teenage anymore in like 3 freakin more days.. kinda sad.. cuz im gonna leave it and nvr turn back and gonna become a workin adult soon HAH.. well i'll still act the same dont u people worry.. the same old me wouldnt go away forever hahaah.. yea the same angry person..

anyway i think im gonna stay home on my birthday hahah.. jus like my other birthdays.. if im not out with my family celebrating, i'll be at home doin my own stuff like any other days.. sad huh? yea i know..

tomorrow another jammin day.. DAMN I CANT WAIT aahhha.. i dont know man.. i jus need to relieve myself from all the school shit. i think i really need help in doin my school work.. i seriously cant cope with maths and concrete design.. but expecially maths.. so if there's any kind souls out there willingly to teach me or better yet do my exam papers for me BE MY GUESS..

AND AND I GOT A GOOD NEWS HAHA.. ok nvm

life's still as fucked as ever.. where's shepherd when i need her..

Those memories were sweet,

4:55 PM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i dreamt about sara 2 days ago.. i dont know y.. dont ask me y..
but i swear i dont care about her and i dont give a fuck..
but y did i had this dream?

i dreamt that she came back.. she said something about she missing me.. and she came back and will nvr go away again.. wtF?!

does this mean that i still think of her?
but i dont think i am..

Those memories were sweet,

12:47 PM

Friday, November 09, 2007

help? anyone?

i need help asap...

Those memories were sweet,

2:23 AM

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

How cute is this?

watch then comment..

one of my most fav songs from yellowcard..

Those memories were sweet,

12:13 AM