Wednesday, September 26, 2007

No one ever said that life was fair
and Im not saying that it should be
so knowing that you are what you want to be
and Im not comes as no surprise
but dont expect me to be happy for you
and dont smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I dont want your pity...

I hate your pity

Those memories were sweet,

1:31 AM

Monday, September 24, 2007

tomorrow is the first day of school.. and damn.. i gotta bring my guitar to school.. tomorrow is the finals for BE talentime.. so peeps do come down.. to Vanda room.. at 7.45? i will be playin at 8.04 tomorrow... come down ok? hahaha.

there's this threat to me tomorrow.. this 2 guys are damn good.. and they will be playin acoustic too.. damn~

bye

Those memories were sweet,

1:17 AM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Have u ever had that, hmm how should i put it.. natural urge to do something.?
i wont say good but its right thing to do..?

wanna know something.?
i saw something before my eyes..
i didnt know it was a dream..
but watever it was..

i saw them holdin hands laughin like mad..
havin each other as best friends..
talkin about how dumb they were back then..
hating each other just because of one sour moment..

one sour moment could turn everything bad..
jus like that guy whom i think is the root to all that..

the name who i shall not say..

tryin twice as hard now..

and hopin it will happen one day..

im sure of it..

that both will be friends again..

but for now i will keep tryin..

adilah power of 2

Those memories were sweet,

2:11 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

Since expo.. alexis and i have been catchin up with lots of things.. ALOT of things.. we talked about friends, music, the everyday crap.. jus like last time.. its been like 6 months we didnt talk much.. and for that 6 damn long months im the one to be blamed.. its a damn long story and i feel shitty when i talk about it..

i left knowin that it hurts me much..

but it feels diff now.. maybe i think too much?

its diff now.. no longer like the good old times..

I feel sad and very bad thinkin about wat i did.. maybe im paranoid but watever it is..

i hope everything i do is for the best..

this is for the ones who have lost it all

when all thats left is to gain..

Those memories were sweet,

1:58 AM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

So today is the 3th day of the fasting month.. 3th day of work.. 3th day of hopin to see sara and her bf.. HHAA MY ASS.. note to self.. my asshole even nicer sia..

AND NOOOO!! i dont fuckin care.. SO damn long since.. i mean i jus wanna see them and LAUGH MY ASS OFF.. if u think im still jealous.. HAH! ure totally wrong..

ok anyway.. i did not blog today to talk about how my ass looks better than that hillbilly guy..

i wanna upload the video of me playin take me away with mo singin but this blogger video shit is not workin ar.. aiya sian.. ok another day..

goodnight motherfuckers

Those memories were sweet,

1:05 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

12 more mins to the 12am.. that means i got 12 more mins to say watever vulgar that comes to my mind NOW WOOHOO~ gotta make use of that 12 mins wisely..

so here i go..

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB
CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB

CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB

KNN KNN KNN KNN KNN KNN KNN KNN KNN

PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY

FUCKING CUNT FUCKING CUNT

i feel much better now thank u

IM READY! IM READY!!

BRING ME THE LONGEST FASTING MONTH EVERR!!

my tongue is tingling

from this spicy conversation

Those memories were sweet,

11:48 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

im in love with my blog song..

Mo and me got into the finals.. well its not actually the finals la.. i dont know y they call it finals.. remember i said that me and mo are partners and we joined this Singapore poly school of design student talentime.. yea.. nadia and radi was there.. radi didnt get thru but me, mo and nadia got.. so yea this wed will be the rehearsal for the finals at the vanda room..

anyway this song sounds familiar dont u think so? so familiar to 2 things.. i shall not say them..
but fuck it.. i simply love the lyrics and guitar.. the meanin is so straight.. fuckin accurate.. ok stop.. watever it is.. I LOVE THIS SONG!

Those memories were sweet,

9:04 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Man and their ego

Today marks the last day of The John Little Expo Sales.. Also marks the worst workin day at expo.. Its the last day and i made alot of mistake.. wat the hell? overcharged 2 customers today.. called the next customer by waving the sign when i haven even finish the customer i was serving.. That means i forgot to ask for money after scannin all the items she/he had bought.. i jus called for the next person.. wat the fuck is wrong with me today.. woke up on the wrong side of bed?? i think not.. and it happened twice too..

anyway 3 day more to fasting month and 1st day of Marina Square red hot Sales at johnlittle. that means work again.. FUCK.. but nvm i need the money anyway..

HAH!.. people and their fuckin ego.. i hate it so much.. yea i know everyone got ego.. you, me, he, she, they, we.. but PEOPLE gotta learn how to control it..

AND I GOTTA LEARN TO CONTROL IT TOO!

MAN AND THEIR EGO!

i can no longer take..

Those memories were sweet,

11:49 PM

Monday, September 03, 2007

So today was my first day at work once again.. the same old shit.. but the only difference is that i took AM shift.. starts at 8.30 every mornin till 4.. yup the best part is that we can go off early haah.. normally i always take the pm shift which starts at 1 till 11..

anyway first day as expected early mornin kanchiong singaporean were ready.. by 12 the whole god damn hall was filled with fuckin singaporean..

btw Mohaymin and i.. we went to the auditions for the Singapore Poly School of Design's talentime.. Radi and Nadia was there too but this time Radi had brought along his new band i dont know which but nvm.. Nadia with her All-girls band.. Mo was with me.. I had paired up with mo a few weeks back.. Nadia was supposed to join us too but i guess she got alot of commitments then decided not to..

Radi and his band performed Pieces cover of Sum 41.. Was great but the vocalist forgotten the lyrics for the first verse.. Nadia and her band performed Zombie by The Cranberries.. really great i like it.. We performed Take me away from Lifehouse.. And Mo specially dedicated the song to Nadia.. i think it went well.. i saw her teared.. See Mo, wat did i tell u? Take me away is a really powerful song hahahaha.. i should have recorded man.. then i could have posted it on utube.. Man, I hope we get in..

well gotta go to bed now.. fuck when theres no work, i wanna work but when there is.. i fuckin hate it..

ohh ya almost forgot.. here for u Bobhead Shepherd..

ENJOY~~

Those memories were sweet,

12:35 AM