Thursday, November 23, 2006

Howie Day's Collide

Killed myself to record this.. My voice sucks man.. Kill me..

Don't know how many times i had to repeat.. Not beacuse of the guitar mistakes, but cuz of my stupid vocals.. hais.. hahaha..

Btw this is how it works.. For those who don know..

First u press the stop button at the top on ur toolbar.. to stop my blog music..

Then u can listen to my video

Those memories were sweet,

11:28 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Its been awhile since i last dropped here.. So many things to say so little time.. hais..

Well, my birthday's over.. It was ok.. At least it was better than usual.. My friend and i went out.. Played pool.. But turned out to be me and Radi to go jammin in the last minute.. Came out a $9 buck each.. man, the fuckin place is so expensve.. I HATE GASHAUS! hahaha.. but i love that place now.. hehe.. (i'll tell u later..)

Went out with my family.. Went to dinner.. My sister and her hushand brought us to Eatzi steakhouse.. Its nice (u should go try).. hehe.. I should go there again.. And i should bring someone with a nets card or credit card.. hahaa.. cuz i got no money.. Well im still waitin for my birthdays gifts.. hahaha.. WHERE's MY PRESENTS!!.. AND WHERE's MY BIKE PAPA!! haha..

WHERE!! why u laugh?!

I bought myself a book for my birthday.. MAN! im not a bookworm.. It's called
"Eminem's talkin" So u see y i want it so much.. hehe.. YEA!! ITS FUCKIN AWESOME!! hhaha.. Very good.. It cost a hole in my pocket.. $30.07 to be exact.. ahaah.. man cut the fuckin 0.07 cents pls.. its so irritating.. haha.. It has everything from his fuckin marriage, his lifestyle to the meanin of his songs.. hehe.. All about wat he thinks in life.. Alot of things like, eminem hate rasicm.. Cuz he was raised among black.. And people hate he cuz he do rap, and people think that only black can do rap.. Fuck it.. I HATE RASICM!..

I feel so myself now.. haha.. If u know wat ive been thru, maybe u'll understand.. That's y my conversations are always acompanied by my "HAHA's" haha.. <- - - - like this.. nvm that.. Wat over is over right.. I don wish to talk about it anymore..

Got back my papers for the term test.. hahaha..

Well, maths i got 60, thats was ok i guess..

Structural mechnics, i got 35.. (the worst) well i expected that.. ahaa.. so im not so surprised..

Got 50 (border line) for Intech (Internet Technology)
i Dont understand y alot of people did badly.. So did me.. 50! i swore i thought i got 60.. nvm haha.. I think the lecturer hate us.. haha..

Still waitin for geomatics paper.. THONGSAURS (our geo lecturer), don know when is he gonna pass us the papers.. haha.. stupid thong thong thong thong thong~!! aahha.. UNDERWEAR!!

And so now, there's nothing to look forward now..Since that things that ive been lookin forward is already over.. hahaah.. There's only one thing left.. Its on 24th of dec.. eheh.. At Gashaus.. Shattered Skies are goin to perform at Music Mania 5.. (WOOOHOOO) Be there!! Tickets are sold at $10 and $15 at door.. I know its on Christmas Eve.. There will be 12 bands on that day.. Music Mania 5 is divided into 2 days one is on 17th of dec (Sunday) the other is on 24th of dec(Sunday).. Man i can hardly wait for that day to come.. eehehe.. FUCK YEA!! MY DREAM IS FINALLY COMIN TRUE!!

3 CHEERS FOR SHATTERED SKIES!

Hip hip, HURRAY
Hip hip. HURRAY
Hip hip. HURRAY~~!!

Ps: somehow i feel like theres no one readin my blog.. It feels so empty..

Those memories were sweet,

10:10 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

Today was my last paper.. Geomatics.. thank god man.. haha..

2 more days and someone's turnin 19.. Man, 19 years of love and devotion to music and my family.. Not forgettin my wifey.. haha.. Talkin about birthdays.. Yesterday was Emre's 2nd month.. Time flies very fast these days..

Those memories were sweet,

2:23 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Great song.. really great song.. I mean, the meanin is so great that it can easily make one cry..

It was written by Dan Fogelberg.. Very oldschool i have to say.. He wrote this to his dad, after he passed away.. Its about his dad and his family.. Very sad and touchin song..
I wanna learn this song and try to play for my dad.. Don't say that im gonna play it on father's day, cuz i'll try my very best to learn it as soon as i can.. Its a hard song though..

I like the phrases in red.. Whats that u said?! Ohh i know, Everything is in red.. Well, I like the whole song.. HEHE..

Dan Fogelberg - Leader Of The Band

An only child alone and wild

A cabinet maker's son

His hands were meant for different work
And his heart was known to none
He left his home and went his lone and solitary way
And he gave to me a gift
I know I never can repay

A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldn't wait
He earned his love thru' discipline
A thundering velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand

The leader of the band
Is tired and his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs thru' my instrument
And his song is in my soul
My life has been a poor attempt to imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band

My brother's lives were different
For they heard another call
One went to Chicago and the other to St. Paul
And I'm in Colorado
When I'm not in some hotel
Living out this life I've chose
And come to know so well

I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And papa I don't think I said
"I love you" near enough

The leader of the band
Is tired and his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs thru' my instrument
And his song is in my soul
My life has been a poor attempt to imitate the man
I'm just a living legacyTo the leader of the band
I am the living legacy
To the leader of the band

Spoken

The song 'leader of the band' was sung for his dad..
there was nothing left unsaid when he passed away...

If u say this song is not nice? Then u can do the honour 'KISS MY ASS'..

haha.. man i like~~~~

Those memories were sweet,

11:43 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

YEEEEEEHAAWWW!!

i jus got it.. hehe..

Here.. ive uploaded the pics and large size so u guys see my pretty face!! hahaha... so high sorry..
Sorry my ic number have been erased..

Those memories were sweet,

9:43 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

Cute aint him.. Adorable Dr Evil.. (was named by his mum, my sister)

EMRE IQMAL!! U ROCK!!

Those memories were sweet,

12:08 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

My blog are my true feelings that come from the inside.

Im not talkin about my guitar this time.. I mean, my great possesion beside guitar is
MY FAMILY..

I know its everything to me.. My family is all i have It's not that i didn't realise it in the past.. It just meant stronger to me on the inside.. I feel ashamed of myself whenever i got into a fight with either my paretns or my siblings..

I still don't understand why people object their parents.. They were the one who brought us up, feed us, taught us, put us to sleep and even wipe our asses when we peed and shit in our diapers.. And when we're all grown up, we scold them, we neglect them, we don't take care of them.. I just don't understand why..

I know, ive been there., I mean i've fought with both my parents and my 2 siblings.. Alot of times.. Its just a rush of anger, i really didnt mean it.. Like when i gotten in toa fight with my younger brother over the computer.. Its a damn silly thing to fight over.. but u know boys... hahaa.. We'll wresle.. We fight till we bleed.. There's this one time, i fought with my brother over something, my dad tried to stop us, my mum and sister was cryin, my brother in law tried to calm me down.. i know its my fault, cuz i started it.. And after all that i'll regret... So stupid of me.. U get wat i mean?? But thats not the point..

Im tryin very hard to control my temper now.. Every single time when i get mad over something, i have to think, why im i angry about.. And if its a silly thing then i would try to calm down.. I've learnt that from somewhere i cant remember..

Please treasure ur family.. Don't neglect them.. They are all u've got..

Those memories were sweet,

11:03 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Watched ' The Guardian' on friday with Radi, Shermaine and Carmen.. Was damn touchin.. how i wish to be like the 2 guys ( kevin Costner and Ashton Kutcher) i wanna be just like them.. Saving lifes and stuff like that.. That will be so totally cool.. hehe..

And here comes the great news hehee.. On the 2nd of this month with is the day before i watched 'The Guardian'.. I PASSED MY TP!!! hahaha.. FIRST ATTEMPT.. And the surprising thing is that i only got 4 points out of a whole 18 points.. (the lesser the points the better).. i was so shocked i think ive shit in my pants.. haha..

The day before my tp i was so scared that i would fail.. i called Aizat to help me remember my test route.. Cuz kinda forgot and its been awhile since i took my road revisions.. hehe.. i only went for 1 circuit revision.. ahaha.. I must thank Aizat, Zaini, Shufy, Azman, Kamal.. And last but not least ALEXIS for forcin and pushin me to go my practicals haha.. So THANZ!! aaha.. THANZ A BUNCH!! I couldnt sleep the night before.. Too nervous i guess.. haha.. And when the TP day came, i was havin butterflies in my tummy.. Took motorcycle number 2 and at the same time, wishin it not a cocky bike.. haha.. And luckily its not.. All things were goin on smoothly on the circuit.. Figure 8, Crank course, And plank.. hehhe.. im so relieved when i passed plank with confidence and a few drops of shit in my pants.. But then again stupid irritating drunken drivers out on my test route are always there to ruin my day.. I swore i could have scolded them for squzzin their cars on my u-turn route.. And i also could have swore that i wet my pants.. Then after the u-turn i ride all the way back with a smile on my face.. hehe..

Waited for the TP( traffic police) in the classroom with all my other fellow tp takers.. haha.. All 90 people can u imagine.. It was very crowded and very hot.. haha.. Then when they were callin the numbers on our tags (mine was 66), i was listenin hard with my fingers crossed so tight that i felt that it would break.. U see, when ure number is being called that means u failed.. hahaha.. they were like....................... 6o........................ 68..................... i felt like the whole weight of the world suddenly lifted of my shoulders i was so happy i thought of runnin naked in public hahaha... Really i swear.. haha..

I got only 4 points.. 2 points at the slope for revvin too much trottle when movin off the slope.. and the other 2 is from the u-turn i took.. i took a wide turn accordin to the testers.. hhehe... NVM!! GIVE ME ALL U WANT!! I PASSED!! Haha.. ok, ive gone berserk.. haha..

Those memories were sweet,

12:23 AM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Sorry for everything that i've caused.. I never really wanted to scold u back.. It just came out.. It's just that you always do that to me..I jus don't understand why...

Sometimes when i get angry or mad, i can't control myself no matter how hard i try.. I guess im not tryin hard enough..

Sometimes when i get angry, i'll just say whatever that comes to my mind.. Cause at that point of time, it just felt so right..

Im sorry once again for all this.. I never really wanted all of this to happen.. I never did.. Sorry..

Words are just words.. I really didnt mean it..

( i made her cry that same night..

Those memories were sweet,

12:09 AM