Friday, March 30, 2007

OINK OINK!

i say WEE~~!!

Those memories were sweet,

2:15 AM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

hey ure probably sleepin now.. its 11.40pm on the 21/03/07.. exactly 20 more mins to 12.00 am of the 22/03/07.. i jus reached home from work, haven bathe haven eat.. haven anything..i am missin u so so much.. cant remember the last time i met u.. it was a few days back.. but only jus for a while.. u passed me the hp case u bought for me and the 2 dvds.. and thanks again for the hp case..its only a few days but somehow i feel like its a few weeks already.. i seriously do feel that way..im here not to talk about dates or times.. but im here to get ready to wish u happy one monthfor bein with me thru thick or thin but i feel its like the happiest moments of my life..
and im also here to tell u i really love u..

hey seriously i love my sarah so much.. y i don know y u still not..... and its not even fair..hai.. nvm.. but no matter wat? i will always love u ok? sarah.. i know all ur ex boyfriends all like to say i love u i love u too.. and u may think im like them too, but...we'll see.. i mean i will nvr leave u.. i promise.. i really really love u.. u know that? i really do love u..

i promise

i wont ever ever take advantage of u.. i NEVER WILL..

i wont look at other girls.. i swear.. if i do.. that means im dumb..
i will always stay true to u no matter wat.. i am givin u 100 percent.. but u pls u gotta do the same thing to me..
i wont break ur heart.. provided u wont break mine..
i Wont lie to u.. i seriously wont..

all this that ive said.. u must give me back 100 percent.. i jus don get it y u cant give me..and u said its about school? hai.. i understand that u gotta be concentratin on ur school stuff too.. i seriously understand.. but pls i love u ok? i really do..

and when i said u did changed.. yea u did.. ur msges seems shorter.. there's more but i don wanna spoil my mood.. i don.t.. i don know maybe ure jus busy or tired or wat ever it maybe.. its 11.50pm now.. just 10 mins away.. im wonderin wat u are doin right now..
i don know how many times ive said i love u in this message.. but u must know that i will never ever get tired of sayin that to u.. i WILL NEVER.. i love u sarah..

ps.. btw make sure ure home early tomorrow lets say 6.20pm? wait wait.. its 12.00!! HAPPY ONE MONTH SYG..

like ive said in the hp msg.. if only u were a friend in a box that can be bought.. i would have bought u a long time ago.. i will put u to bed every single day.. i will always take care of u.. comb ur hair..wipe ur tears if there's any, pat u on the back if u did a great job.. jus stand there watchin u.. lookin at ur beautiful eyes and ur sweet sweet smile..

u wanna know wats my fav things to do when i meet u? u really wanna know?

my fav things will be..

hmm first -> lookin into ur pretty eyes.. jus lookin into will make me melt..

second -> hold ur hand cuz i will nvr let go?
thrid -> hug u tight.. cuz i wont wanna leave u i love u too much to leave..
fourth -> see ur sweet smile.. and kissin u..
and lastly -> hear u whisper in my ears sayin i love u.. and me whisperin back sayin i love u too..

once again sarah.. happy one month.. i love u.. i really do.. pls love me back and be true.. pls..don push my love away.. now i jus starin at the window thinkin and tryin to picture us in a few years time.. will we still be together? can u see us? i think i can.. but i need ur full support ok?

ps.. wat do i really need to do to make u love me as i really am to u? tell me and i will.. for u i will..

Those memories were sweet,

11:45 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

i love sarah amirah abdul rahman.. i love her.. how? tell me how god..
is she lovin me back i wonder.. i am really wonderin now.. ok ok that not the point.. the point is that, i have never loved anyone like this before in my entire life except for my family of course.. i mean she is just so, so wonderful.. she's everything i need.. but wat mattered most to me is the insides.. and she to me is just so pure.. thats to me..

remember the time when i asked her not to let 'this feelin' go away.? yup.. and she said ' i promise i wont let it die' i wont want that to happen either.. i swear to god i dont.. look, i may act alittle childish sometimes with the stupid conclusions, and im sorry.. i didnt mean any of it.. she's too precious to me that im so, so afraid of losin her.. im sorry if i have ever made her mad, angry, sad or just plain irritated with the too many sorry's and other stuffs.. i know its has just been 3 weeks, but somehow i feel like i've known her forever..

for now, i just hope for the best.. to be with her.. to grow old with her..

once again, she may think these are just words.. but guess again..:)

i love u sarah..

ps: can u really see us 10, 20 years down the road?

Those memories were sweet,

1:40 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007

Those memories were sweet,

10:32 PM

everything now has been a blast.. despite my moods.. fuck it i hate mood swing.. im like a girl..
i think i got some female homons ar.. cuz i can change mood very fast in jus a blink of an eye..

anyway life has been great, except for the fact that ive to work on saturday.. hmm went to Fallout Boy's concert with Mannan, Din, Matin and his gf.. i had like total fun fun fun.. i mean really i literally went beserk there..

Those memories were sweet,

10:13 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

i don feel like bloggin anymore.. i feel like a loser hahaha~

Those memories were sweet,

3:47 PM