Had great fun yesterday.. went to Din's family chalet.. joked laughed with mannan, izzat, din, qader and sufian.. everything.. for once it left my mind.. probs.. we played games and stuff like that.. and a suprise thing was that me, mannan and din had to perform in front of Din's family members.. ok not jus family members but all his relatives.. hha. ok it was embarassin i swear.. i keep lookin down while playin the guitar..

it was about 1 plus am we went to the playground at pasir ris park.. we played this spin thingy.. was so fun i almost threw up cuz it was hell dizzy.. then we played the spider web thingy.. once again felt like i was a kid again.. wait, i always feel like a childish kid anyways.. ok nvm that.. i was hopin we could see stuff.. hmm u know stuff at night hha.. would have been excitin if we had seen one.. i guess i could pee in my pants..

anyway, when we were goin back to the chalet we walked pass this big tree with the vines dangling from it.. everything came back to me.. everything.. those times we had fun.. those times we played on the swing.. the 'tail', the pathway we used to walk.. and the first time i held ur hands.. and u asked me whether if i was shy holdin ur hand.. the things we used to disturb each other with.. words..

well i got to snap out of all this shit..

alot of people have been sayin it..

even the great counsellor, janelle helped me..

and i thank all of u

truly..