Monday, May 14, 2007

have u ever feel so down and everything seems to be so, so wrong..
and everything was fallin apart.. everything u do turns bad even if ur intentions were good.. and when success turns to failure.. and u have no one to turn to..

and then there's you..

Yes im talkin about u guys..

Mannan..
Din..
Izzat..

i might sound really gay now.. but i jus want u guys that im thankful u guys are here..
whenever im down, u guys nvr fails to make me laugh..
even when i was in no mood, u guys nvr fails to try to make me feel better..
and even when i dont wanna go out cuz i was not myself, u guys always forced me cuz u guys was tryin to make me feel myself again..

jus like yesterday when i was feelin so so down then Mannan was there to listen to all my misery.. and i know that he's tryin his best to help me with my probs.. he gave me wisdom words and stuff like that.. he's crap.. he's instincts that always is correct.. And lastly he always gives me really good advice.. good advice that always works..

And yesterday night i was fucked when i was about to sleep but still talkin on the phone with lyra, 'someone' disturbed me with prank calls.. and that someone is Din.. he's makes me laugh so so hard that i think i teared..

And everyday, Izzat makes me laugh.. cuz he is jus plain stupid, :) nah jokin.. Izzat u rock in everyway la.. dont worry, u'll always be my number 1 fan of guitar playin..

thanks u guys

and guys, dont worry im not gay..
im not im not..
im jus happy.. gay=happy
so does that mean im gay? nah..

Those memories were sweet,

8:43 AM