i love sarah amirah abdul rahman.. i love her.. how? tell me how god.. is she lovin me back i wonder.. i am really wonderin now.. ok ok that not the point.. the point is that, i have never loved anyone like this before in my entire life except for my family of course.. i mean she is just so, so wonderful.. she's everything i need.. but wat mattered most to me is the insides.. and she to me is just so pure.. thats to me..
remember the time when i asked her not to let 'this feelin' go away.? yup.. and she said ' i promise i wont let it die' i wont want that to happen either.. i swear to god i dont.. look, i may act alittle childish sometimes with the stupid conclusions, and im sorry.. i didnt mean any of it.. she's too precious to me that im so, so afraid of losin her.. im sorry if i have ever made her mad, angry, sad or just plain irritated with the too many sorry's and other stuffs.. i know its has just been 3 weeks, but somehow i feel like i've known her forever..
for now, i just hope for the best.. to be with her.. to grow old with her..
once again, she may think these are just words.. but guess again..:)
i love u sarah..
ps: can u really see us 10, 20 years down the road?