Wednesday, March 21, 2007

hey ure probably sleepin now.. its 11.40pm on the 21/03/07.. exactly 20 more mins to 12.00 am of the 22/03/07.. i jus reached home from work, haven bathe haven eat.. haven anything..i am missin u so so much.. cant remember the last time i met u.. it was a few days back.. but only jus for a while.. u passed me the hp case u bought for me and the 2 dvds.. and thanks again for the hp case..its only a few days but somehow i feel like its a few weeks already.. i seriously do feel that way..im here not to talk about dates or times.. but im here to get ready to wish u happy one monthfor bein with me thru thick or thin but i feel its like the happiest moments of my life..
and im also here to tell u i really love u..

hey seriously i love my sarah so much.. y i don know y u still not..... and its not even fair..hai.. nvm.. but no matter wat? i will always love u ok? sarah.. i know all ur ex boyfriends all like to say i love u i love u too.. and u may think im like them too, but...we'll see.. i mean i will nvr leave u.. i promise.. i really really love u.. u know that? i really do love u..

i promise

i wont ever ever take advantage of u.. i NEVER WILL..

i wont look at other girls.. i swear.. if i do.. that means im dumb..
i will always stay true to u no matter wat.. i am givin u 100 percent.. but u pls u gotta do the same thing to me..
i wont break ur heart.. provided u wont break mine..
i Wont lie to u.. i seriously wont..

all this that ive said.. u must give me back 100 percent.. i jus don get it y u cant give me..and u said its about school? hai.. i understand that u gotta be concentratin on ur school stuff too.. i seriously understand.. but pls i love u ok? i really do..

and when i said u did changed.. yea u did.. ur msges seems shorter.. there's more but i don wanna spoil my mood.. i don.t.. i don know maybe ure jus busy or tired or wat ever it maybe.. its 11.50pm now.. just 10 mins away.. im wonderin wat u are doin right now..
i don know how many times ive said i love u in this message.. but u must know that i will never ever get tired of sayin that to u.. i WILL NEVER.. i love u sarah..

ps.. btw make sure ure home early tomorrow lets say 6.20pm? wait wait.. its 12.00!! HAPPY ONE MONTH SYG..

like ive said in the hp msg.. if only u were a friend in a box that can be bought.. i would have bought u a long time ago.. i will put u to bed every single day.. i will always take care of u.. comb ur hair..wipe ur tears if there's any, pat u on the back if u did a great job.. jus stand there watchin u.. lookin at ur beautiful eyes and ur sweet sweet smile..

u wanna know wats my fav things to do when i meet u? u really wanna know?

my fav things will be..

hmm first -> lookin into ur pretty eyes.. jus lookin into will make me melt..

second -> hold ur hand cuz i will nvr let go?
thrid -> hug u tight.. cuz i wont wanna leave u i love u too much to leave..
fourth -> see ur sweet smile.. and kissin u..
and lastly -> hear u whisper in my ears sayin i love u.. and me whisperin back sayin i love u too..

once again sarah.. happy one month.. i love u.. i really do.. pls love me back and be true.. pls..don push my love away.. now i jus starin at the window thinkin and tryin to picture us in a few years time.. will we still be together? can u see us? i think i can.. but i need ur full support ok?

ps.. wat do i really need to do to make u love me as i really am to u? tell me and i will.. for u i will..

Those memories were sweet,

11:45 PM