Monday, August 07, 2006

btw, it's cucumber here...

i cant seem to fall asleep.. gee... really wonder why... is it because of schol work? or is it due to me missing him? hahahahahahahahaha... well, i should be all tucked in bed by now.. heehee:)

a few hours more till the eighth... and i'm glad how things are coming along.. never thought things will turn out this way... never thought that i could love him so much... never thought that it'll hurt so much when we are apart... Spider's my life and future... but i wanna take things slowly, cos i wanna appreciate and treasure every second that i'm with him... How i wished every minute with him would last forever.. how i wish i had seen him back then... But i'm happy now.. what more can i ask when i'm already with the man i love, the man whom i gave my entire heart to?

i never knew what i was like to shed a tear from the heart till i met him... i never knew what it was like to feel loved, needed and cared for by someone who was so near.. yet seemed so far... and i never expected to love him... but i did... it's a dream come true.... you're my one and only...

Loving him can also be disatrous at times.. because you wouldnt know when to stop.. and it hurts when things dont come our way.. i dont mind sacrificin all these just to be with him.. just to look in that pair of eyes and feel the warmth penetrating through my heart ... after all the misunderstandings, tiffs and cryings...I STILL LOVE HIM ALOT

there're still so many things that i wanna tell him.. but i'll just let time do all the talking... cos i believe someday, someway or another... "you'll know how much i really do love you.. "

sham...it's gonna be a long and rough journey ahead.. but no matter what, i'll stand by you.. you'll never be alone... i love you dear

* Ciao Ciao*
(cucumber signing off)

Those memories were sweet,

1:05 AM